The song "Just So You Know" by Jesse McCartney is the best song that fits what I'm feeling right now.


I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way



I shouldn't be focusing on "this" right now. Of all the funny feelings I can imagine, why this? It's bugging me.



(OMG BIGBANG ON ASIA MYX!!!! DAMN! OMG TAEYANG I LOVE YOU! CAN YOU GET ANY HOTTER?! AND GDRAAAAAGON, WHY SO FINE? OMG TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOPPP OMFG.)

LOL sorry I'm watching Asia Myx right now. I can't help it. Back to the topic. Phew!

It's been 5 minutes and I couldn't remember what I was about to type here. I get distracted TOO easily.

Oh yes, the FEELING. It feels so weird. See, I couldn't even explain to myself what's this I'm feeling. I couldn't even tell my friends! Not that I don't trust them, it's just, I don't think they will understand.


I know this doesn't make sense. Pat out.