Alam mo, ikaw yung tipo ng tao na ang taas ng pride! Babaan mo nga! -I remember my brother used to tell me this.

I often ask myself. Am I like that? Really? What does it take for me to change this?

My brother told me that if I really like that someone, I have to show it at least. It always turns out the other way around. I always pretend that I don't like this someone anymore but the truth is, I still do. I just don't know how to deal with it, so I try to hide it and hope they don't notice and it is bothering me.

It hurts like hell. I know this is NOT the best thing to do but I'm choosing this option.

to BACK OFF