Thursday is fast approaching and I've got to think of plans for myself. The only reason why I don't want to go to school yet is because I don't want to face reality. I'm enjoying this eat-sleep-net thing so much that the thought of waking up early and wearing my school uniform gives me chills.

What plans, eh? One, I NEED to focus on my studies and I NEED motivation. Then, I NEED to work on this dilemma I'm facing. Memi has given me options and I've got to make up my mind before Thursday. He has enlightened my mind on the situation. Should I continue or not? :|

I know I'm enjoying THIS but I don't know if I can keep up with IT anymore. It sucks. I'm hurting like really bad and if I deal with THIS, then I am just going to keep torturing myself. My masochistic level should be ZERO.

I've just concluded that I am such a loser :|. Okay, Thanks, Bye.