I don't really like this but you made me do it. I just hope you realized that what you said was really hurting. You should know that I defended your side. I tell them "I know how she feels in a certain way. May point siya kung bakit ganon". Until you blurted out things that are quite personal and sorry for the word, mean. I saw that my friend was hurting and I had to comfort her. And you know what's worse, is when your sister posted something on his wall. That was really surprising, considering the fact she likes your sister so much! That was the time when I felt sad for my friend. I don't know if you'd care but I thought you might want to know. And "betrayal" is such a deep word, so as hate. I don't hate you.I don't even consider you as an enemy. I told my tita that "as much as possible, ayokong nang-aaway ng tanong alam kong may pinagsamahan kami".

And with whatever I posted that made you say I'm a traitor or even a FAKER, I know I made a point. And I remember I said, "Sana matapos na to". I guess I will never gain your trust anymore, I don't know if we can still be friends after what has happened. I am NOT closing my doors for this, but if you think there's not a single chance that this friendship will work anymore, I guess we should move on.

About the issue, I know it had been a tough time for you since he is not here and you miss him so much. But I have read all the messages and have heard their explanations. It is normal to get mad, we get your point, but with all those things you and your friends have said about her, it was below the belt already. That's why I stood up for my friend and for myself.

My family knows that when I'm mad, I tend to say things that can and will hurt people. I tried my best to stay calm, but I am not some girl who doesn't have a heart that bleeds. Nasaktan rin ako sa mga sinabi mo.

Sana nga matapos na to.