I just had to write something about it. I hate it when the person you like sees you the other way around. Coincidence is not something that I would want to embrace. Whenever he's (Halt! Is he even a he?) around, the worst and clumsiest side of me appears. It is as if fate really wanted us to not meet.

Last week ago, I've experienced the worst impressions ever. He was calling me, and I didn't turn around. I know, it was a stupid thing for me to do, but I was SO shy, TOO shy perhaps. Imagine yourself close to a really hungry zombie who wants to rip off your skin. That's what I felt and I really want to just run and hide.

The second one is more embarrassing! My friend got something he was looking for for two days, I assume. I was about to return it, but then, that zombie-ripping off my skin thing suddenly entered my mind again. I wanted to run away, but it's already too late, my friends called him. I gave that something and that's it. I didn't look at him (Well, I don't want to imagine that he's the armed guy who'll want to save me from the zombie feeling, it's beyond impossible).

That's it. "Grumpy and Serious" -The two adjectives that he thinks best describes me. That's not the case, I am not like that. In fact, I'm the complete opposite. I seldom get serious, and I'm not grumpy, you can see me even laugh at the corniest jokes I can ever hear. I just want to point it to him, and I know it's too late.