i am expecting myself to be happy today.but i can't. How can i be? -_-

seriously, this is kinda lame. i am LAME.

I couldn't forget the mood yesterday, when i was talking with my friends. I couldn't accept the FACT that that is the reality. It was too late, I WAS TOO LATE. It doesn't matter now,i guess. But i can't help but fall in an abyss of despair. It was all my fault. IT REALLY WAS.

:(