This is bad. Really bad. EveryJUAN in the whole campus knows about it[i'm exaggerating, i know xD] . It's very hard for me to talk to him or approach him because he knows about it. I just wanted him to be my friend, nothing more nor less. Some people misinterpret and misunderstand my motives. Now, I don't know what to do. Whenever he's around, I feel very uncomfortable but at the same time, i feel so, so satisfied when he's around. His friends[or mine?] keep on teasing me to him. I think that's why i can feel that he seriously wants me out of his life. I know he's very kind, humble, understanding and the like, but maaaaan, i'm just being lame, right? i don't think so :|

FRIENDS. that's all i wanted from the very beginning. Why can't he see it? or maybe he wouldn't, cause at the same time I like him very much. What's not to like about him? I'm in this stage wherein I'm avoiding him. It's just that, in my own point of view, it will make everything better. Am i right? or rrrrriight? :D

IT SUCKS. IT REALLY SUCKS. I WON'T BE ABLE TO TALK TO HIM ANYMORE

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