DAMN!
It ended last night. Our friendship :|
We've been bestfriends for like 3 months. But we're close friends since 2nd year highschool. That person's name is %$@^@ .LOL. He's very immature, insensitive, tough and a strong type of person. At first, I don't like him cause he contradicts in everything I do or say. He's mean. But little did i know that I find him very attractive[eew].
Three years ago, We are like strangers to each other. We often talk. We aren't aware of each other's lives. But he knew I like him cause one of the friends told him. He didn't react. Then when we were in second year highschool, we became really close. I even told him that i like this guy and he's like teasing me to him. What a jerk. We became seatmates in a particular subject which is awesome. Last year, when we were in 3rd year highschool, we became really really close. He's very open to me and vice versa. I never told him that I'm falling for him[okay, cheesy, i know!].
But then, He told me that he's inlove with my friend. It torn me apart. I couldn't tell him I was hurt or anything cause it's kinda unfair for my friend. Then he said the school won't accept him anymore so he's gonna transfer to another school. I told myself that this is the time for me to confess my feelings for him. I gave him a letter. Then that night, he texted me and so on, and so forth. Fortunately, we became bestfriends. At first, I thought it was really a good thing but it isn't. It's hard for me to be inlove with my bestfriend who's inlove with someone else. It's kinda selfish for me to do that.
A week before the start of classes, he texted me and told me that he's gonna be studying in our school this year. I freaked out! Then he told me he's gonna tell everyone about the letter i gave him. I freaked out even more. He even told me that that day's gonna be the best day of the year for me. Then i told him that its gonna be the worst day of my life. TRUE ENOUGH. It was. He lied! He said he's gonna study in our school but he didn't.
Last night, I told him about me getting affected whenever he asks me about this "love". Then he replied, "fine. let's not talk anymore". Well i ironically replied, FINE! its MY loss. not yours"
Finally, he said "BYE"
HOLY CRAP! T____T
We've been bestfriends for like 3 months. But we're close friends since 2nd year highschool. That person's name is %$@^@ .LOL. He's very immature, insensitive, tough and a strong type of person. At first, I don't like him cause he contradicts in everything I do or say. He's mean. But little did i know that I find him very attractive[eew].
Three years ago, We are like strangers to each other. We often talk. We aren't aware of each other's lives. But he knew I like him cause one of the friends told him. He didn't react. Then when we were in second year highschool, we became really close. I even told him that i like this guy and he's like teasing me to him. What a jerk. We became seatmates in a particular subject which is awesome. Last year, when we were in 3rd year highschool, we became really really close. He's very open to me and vice versa. I never told him that I'm falling for him[okay, cheesy, i know!].
But then, He told me that he's inlove with my friend. It torn me apart. I couldn't tell him I was hurt or anything cause it's kinda unfair for my friend. Then he said the school won't accept him anymore so he's gonna transfer to another school. I told myself that this is the time for me to confess my feelings for him. I gave him a letter. Then that night, he texted me and so on, and so forth. Fortunately, we became bestfriends. At first, I thought it was really a good thing but it isn't. It's hard for me to be inlove with my bestfriend who's inlove with someone else. It's kinda selfish for me to do that.
A week before the start of classes, he texted me and told me that he's gonna be studying in our school this year. I freaked out! Then he told me he's gonna tell everyone about the letter i gave him. I freaked out even more. He even told me that that day's gonna be the best day of the year for me. Then i told him that its gonna be the worst day of my life. TRUE ENOUGH. It was. He lied! He said he's gonna study in our school but he didn't.
Last night, I told him about me getting affected whenever he asks me about this "love". Then he replied, "fine. let's not talk anymore". Well i ironically replied, FINE! its MY loss. not yours"
Finally, he said "BYE"
HOLY CRAP! T____T